so happy

erm....today me exam science,ict,ekonomi asas and bi...haha...my father say that if i get 1 A he let me open my birthday party...so today de science is very very easy...i sure get A d..so when do finish i keeping laught..and see the paper..my beside de friend see me and say wat happen to me or me ki siao d..haha..cause me so happy that i can go out le..cant stop laughing..today i go many book shop also cant find i want find de book..until now haven buy also..haix..i like to see michael jason dancing..so nice ...(you are not alone) de song very nice.yesterday my exam very difficult and sure get very no good result..i very hate math de lo...stupid..next time where got use that kind difficult de math to do bissnuss de?haixyo...tomorrow is the last day exam le..haha..so good.

haha

today i got training my volley ball...so happy..haha..so weird..my overserve morning very no energy cant over the net also ar...but when afternoon can d..i think still cannot o..walao...the friendly match want reach liao...so excited..today i can set liao..haha..but the ball cant go so far..so i must train my li lian..haha..i must train harder liao..but i din feel so tired la..today exam sej 1...omg..don know wat they write also..today ponteng 3 hour go training vb give my senior zhua...get scold..hehe..me and my semangat friend...haha..so qi gei ar...she say next time rampas the ball..haha..but me not so guai will hear wat she say de la..haha..will still ponteng de..i hate studay...so sienzzzz...

Today exam ar.BM.so hard to do..karangan 1 is ok,I know how to do a bit..but paper 2 I gonna die d..i din do so many also,many many blank..oh my god..i also no mood do la..i see the rumusan also size..i crying when I do paper two..cause my friend hurt me when resets..they dam dai me go down again..than I find them,but my friend call me take thing,than she say not the book,than I angry I go away…why always want me take thing for she leh?haiz…so sad..when I thinking than I cry liao..so no mood read wat the stupid exam paper write..haiz…than fang xue d..they still dam dai me…Why ya??i do wrong wat ya??why want like this dui me??you two forget me or wat??yesterday I think is you two gan shi jian..but now I sure,you two is forget me liao..you two go toilet,resets,fang xue also din tell me..haiz..you know I very hurt de leh,QiQi and meng heok..why you two also like this har?why wai peng and may ying also…is me too sha,too 38,too ki siao so let you all feel me bu ke kao ar?me not so serious so you all don like me ar?me until now also cant find the answers…wat is the answer????who can tell me??who?????
被忽略的感覺真難受,
被忘記的感覺真受傷,
不被在乎的感覺真傷心,
被丟在一邊很不開心!!!!!!!!!!
Wat is friend??wat is friend forever??wat is best friend forever???now I very din understand d…

so sad

haiz...today i very very no mood.i cry at school.so stupid right??haiz..now i wont believe friend forever liao..why ya??!Why!!!!!why always dam dai me let me alone??why you two let me alone leh??why you two always so good de leh?good until always forget me??when fang xue,you two also don want wait me,Ah Heok ar,why you wait Qi Qi you don want wait me??haiz...why you two go away than let me walking alone??today i din talk with you two so much.always i go talk with u two,but i din go talk with u two,you two also don want come and talk to me.haiz..so sad...cause i feel i very Duo Yu..me very duo yu..i very happy that this year have two best friend liao..that i very believe and i very like..but now i feel i very unhappy d..wai peng,may ying also..Y ya?i din do any wrong..y no mood than find me..good mood not always find me say..when you all angry,i hear wat you all say,but i feel me is only de chu qi tong..haiz...good mood say Hi,bad mod than give me see the black face..today also..give me see the s2pid black face..why i gonna alway see the black face leh?than we is best friend and last year and form 2 always together de,but now y you two always don want find me?never go my class find me,always i find you two...so i think i don want find u two again liao..y you all always make me unhappy leh??wai peng and may ying,sometime i thinking about i need to forget you two bo..haiz..you two very hurt me,but i alrearly accept le..but y QiQi and meng heok also ??y my best friend want hurt me??so i cant accept than cry at school..haiz...lucky nobody see.i alone train my volley ball at school cause my father 3.30 come fetch me but i 2 fang xue..so i play myself..than my junior got come pei me a while la..

so sad

this is today i pin de hair..my ear there de hair..

11 May 2009
erm..yesterday is mothers day..no any party and no eat any HOLIAO also..nothing different with normal day..than my kai ma ma at cameron highland d,cause my kai Tang Jie marry..i cant go to wish she and see she.cause my father mother don let me go,me want exam liao.so i wish she can always be happy with her lao gong..yong yuan tian tian mi mi.haha..walao...13 May want exam liao..very gan cheong and scare,cause i din study also..no mood to study and i also always thinking about volley ball de thing.think wat time they want to trainig,who want to come trainig,haiz...sometime two people come training only..they also lazy to training,some say want to rest first,some say want to focus in the exam first,some say scare black.haiz......so sad..nobody want to focus in volley ball also..haiz..don know why i got some qin sim and shi wang with my some volley ball friend.why they don want ren zhen leh har?still say want win convent next year,but only hao shui dor gor cha..haiz.than only say wat y cant overserve la,why cant serve nicely la..haiz...don know how to team work also d..suan liao la..today i first time pin my hair in school,cause teacher want to Zhua people liao..last week alrealy start liao de,but i ponteng the morning perhimpunan so din get zhua..ponteng 1 week very tired and very sienz..no people pei me also..so today i go perhimpunan,so must pin my hair..my ear there de hair all pin up also..oh my god..so ugly..(chan bu ren du)...walao A...today very very hot ar..my hair my and body want to become Cao Da d ar..we all wait so long,the perhimpunan still haven finish..all people also want pengsan liao..finish d,than i faster pull out the make me ugly de pin,infront de la,my ear there de i din take out..now look much better than just now..haiz..than today me Hai my friend get 10 markah penati..so sad..i think she angry liao..cause i din bring her tatabahasa book,today must pass up for teacher..me also din bring..we two kena potong...haiz.now i din talk with her liao..so sad..stupid teacher,one chance also don give..sorry ar,QiQi....don angry la..

haiz..

haiz..今天早上我心情超不好啊.不知道為何會這樣...不想上課,突然想哭的感覺..那是她的事情,為什麼我要因為她的事情而不開心呢?對啊,她是我的好朋友啊，可是我却什么也帮不上她。她到底在想什么啊？？她到底是个怎么样的人呢？哪个才是真正的她啊？我开始分不清了。她的笑容真的是假的吗？真的是装的吗？为什么她说她是装的呢？我真的看不出来啊。我一点都不了解她为什么会这样说。我是不是个很没有用的朋友？我真的开始这样觉得了。我每次都到处去找人，找朋友玩，每次丢下你们，让你们觉得我很不在乎你们吧？对不起阿。Haiz…今天下午班的人来早上练排球，从七点半到九点半，才一下子，都是那个王八蛋老师拉，说他要回家，然后每个人都要的等到两点才能上课，结果才五个人来练球，他们都说才练一下子，就要浪费那么多时间在学校，星期五两点上课啊。今天他们又不懂生气什么开始坐着没练了。不懂为什么每次都这样，这样真的能打球吗？脾气在打球是最不能出来的。因为这样会影响别人的心情啊，本来两个心情不好，结果变成全部，然后就没练球了。过一下我就下去玩下，然后我朋友拿球时不小心跌倒，受伤了。可怜。我今天练球时很开心，我的overserve开始稳了。哈哈。不过我的spike还不够稳，因为太大力所以一直out ball.今天拍照哦。排球的。不过还真的很不爽阿！至于为什么是个secret..paiseh，不能说。嘿嘿。。。